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Saturday, May 24, 2008
somehow, i wish i could relive everything again. but now, the top priority for me, is to leave everything behind, and stop dwelling on it 24/7, before i sink any further. get a life, and move on. it's just foolish thinking on my part. few months or few years down the road, when i looked back, i may be thinking how silly and stupid i was, and whenever i think about it the next time, all that were left behind would be some faint memories, and some diary entries that i have written, hidden somewhere online or in a book. these memories, as beautiful as they are in the past, are evil when they're gone. i know i will forget everything or most of it eventually, i hope. just like i always do in the past, i just need some time. a bit more this time round. life's life. everything happens for a reason, and certain people come into your life for a reason, and somehow to me, i felt that this is predestined. but it's time to let go, and move on with my life. anw, that aside, 3 weeks of holidays have passed. another week went by, and im still jobless. :( i need a job asap. i havent been watching grey's anatomy for a week, cos tudou takes forever to load. damn it!! :( my right leg hurts real bad, and i couldnt sleep well for the past few weeks, it's like im physically very tired, but mentally, am still very awake. this really sucks, cos i would be tossing and turning around, looking at the clock every now and then, and wondering why the hell am i still awake at 3 plus am in the morning. and at the same time, lots of stuff will be going through my mind. sigh. |